Monday Monday Monday. Another Monday.
I woke up to my alarm with some difficulties to open my left eye. I thought I was tired. I woke up again to another alarm 5 minutes later. It seemed that my left eye was still sleeping. So I dozed off again waiting for it to wake up again. The next time I opened my eyes, time shows 6:25. I have 35 minutes left to get dressed, prepared, pack my bag so and arrive at my office.
Before left the house I looked myself in the mirror and found my left eyelid swelling. It’s swollen so big that I cant open it. Shrugs. It’s eyelid that’s swelling, not my eyeball so I guess all’s good. No reason to take MC as today is going to be painful if we are 1 member down again. When I arrived at office I was sure that I made the right decision because I found one of us are already on leave, if I were to take today off it’d mean we’d be 2 men down. Not good. So I quietly celebrated that to myself, it’s not like someone would care anyway.
Mondays are always busy. Looking at the emails that are flooding my box which 50% of them could have been avoided if the senders have more than 1% of their brain operating. For god’s sake isn’t the first criteria of this job interview to require for the interviewees to have “an analytical mind” before they are actually being interviewed? I am starting to doubt it already.
Early morning I’ve got an issue with my boss. I’m not sure if he’s been confirmed yet but gosh I’d be so facepalm if he is.
There’s a form that needs to be filled whenever we proposed for the company to absorb a merchant’s loss due to fraud or whatever. So it needs to be address to the right manager at the end of the form before submitting so that it could go to the right person for approval. A month ago when I raised it I questioned that to be raised to a certain manager because she isn’t the boss of the person that agreed with the request. My boss insisted that it’s the manager he said was the correct one. So in the end I had to go ahead with what he said, obviously because although I doubt what he said he is still of a higher hierarchy and has more power. So that was raised.
A month later, this morning a team mate checked with me regarding of that request not being actioned, I checked and the request wasn’t there. So after checking that request being missing, I had to raise it again. Before I know it the “right manager” that my manager was referring to walked into our department and raised this concern. So when she asked me why did I addressed the request to her, of coz I told the truth I told her that’s what I was told to do after my manager insisted it was correct.
Now to my shitty surprise is that my team leader jumped and quickly denied that he’s ever said it. “NOO” he claimed loudly. I wonder if he has realized it but I threw him a really nasty look and then I kept quiet. I hate people who break promises, I hate people who are late to appointments and most of all I hate people that lies. So happens that he is a blardy big fat liar in this occasion. He simply has no credibily with what he says and what he said. I felt rage. But I stomached it. Thanks to my ever bigger tummy, I think it contributed to my patience today. For the last 1 hour I have been refused to look his way or talk to him or whatever because I worry that the next word that comes out of my mouth would be some kind of insults. And insulting your boss publicly is the last thing you wanna do in office and if I were to do it, it’d probably be loud. So nah nah nah… not gonna jeopardize my career for this guy.
So I shut up and raised another request via the system again. Just so that you know it’s blardy irritating to do it because it’s a very tedious process. That’s what you have for a boss that’s not a man of his words. I’m already starting to feel sorry for the person that married him already. This is not an insult or being sarcastic. I do feel sorry for that person that has to deal with his dishonestly and irresponsible way of talking for life.
My left eye is still irritating me but the irritation seems to be going away. The swelling hasn’t fade. I’m having quite a little trouble in continue typing this. So I guess I’ll have enough ranting for the morning. This concludes here. I intend to post about something happy in my next entry. So screw this for now.
Signing off.
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